feelings of love that I cant stand it anymore.

I love him already I can not stand it anymore. it seems so I told him I loved him. he really could make me forget Andre Sondakh. not even the slightest affection for Andre Sondakh. all are forgotten with the flash because the presence of a man who was so charismatic, smart, cool, understanding and loving. recently he broke up with her gf. but until now she still loves ex-gf named Jani. and so do I still love alex. we were both still in love with ex  but we were very close like a dating and we were both single. he often kissed her lips and cheeks and I often kiss on the cheek and lips. and today I was really pleased, as I eat my chicken noodle shop menggobrol with stall keepers and he said to the kiosk if I was his gf. I was thrilled. it seems like a confession of love for me. and the time at my friend's house, when my friend ratih's banner to the house to play when I was chatting with a ratih friends  she suddenly asked me "lingkan gf whom?" and I replied with "trivial Singles I" and then he immediately biacar "oo. so I'm not considered a bf" I'm very glad he's saying. things like that. if you can ask me I hope she becomes a bf. and when all that can be erratic. I am who he really is

now i know my heart 4 who .

sekarang aku tau . hati aku ini buat siapa. dan itu baru aku rasakan kemarin saat aku bersama dia. :) . saat aku bersama'a rasa'a aku merasa aman saat berasama dia , aku merasa nyaman sekali saat bersama dia. mungkin aku sekarang udah bisa melupakan semua mantan aku sepenuh'a berkat dia. saku senang sekali saar main jujur atau berani bersama teman-teman ku kita semua jujur tentang siapa yang kita sukai d'kelas. dan aku sama dia sama-sama suka. tapi dia udah punya pacar. dan dia selalu menyebut kalo aku mau cari pacar isla, tunggu dia putus sama pacar'a. :p . aku sangat mengharapkan itu . tapi d'sisi lain aku kasian sama pacar'a itu . karena dia masih kecil . aku jalanin aja semua'a layak'a air yg mengalir. biarkan waktu yang menjawab apakah aku bisa bersama dia atau tidak . tinggal menunggu waktu saja . karena orang-orang  banyak orang yg bilang kita emang bener-bener kaya pacaran kalo lagi bareng-bareng . dan temen-temen'a pun menyuruh dia pacaran sama aku aja. hihi. itu membuat aku senang sekali :p . hihi. jalanin aja yang ada sekarang . sekarang juga udah seneng ko . walaupun dia bukan pacar ku tapi dia memperlakukan ku selayak'a pacar'a dia :p . i love him so much much much .