feelings of love that I cant stand it anymore.

I love him already I can not stand it anymore. it seems so I told him I loved him. he really could make me forget Andre Sondakh. not even the slightest affection for Andre Sondakh. all are forgotten with the flash because the presence of a man who was so charismatic, smart, cool, understanding and loving. recently he broke up with her gf. but until now she still loves ex-gf named Jani. and so do I still love alex. we were both still in love with ex  but we were very close like a dating and we were both single. he often kissed her lips and cheeks and I often kiss on the cheek and lips. and today I was really pleased, as I eat my chicken noodle shop menggobrol with stall keepers and he said to the kiosk if I was his gf. I was thrilled. it seems like a confession of love for me. and the time at my friend's house, when my friend ratih's banner to the house to play when I was chatting with a ratih friends  she suddenly asked me "lingkan gf whom?" and I replied with "trivial Singles I" and then he immediately biacar "oo. so I'm not considered a bf" I'm very glad he's saying. things like that. if you can ask me I hope she becomes a bf. and when all that can be erratic. I am who he really is

now i know my heart 4 who .

sekarang aku tau . hati aku ini buat siapa. dan itu baru aku rasakan kemarin saat aku bersama dia. :) . saat aku bersama'a rasa'a aku merasa aman saat berasama dia , aku merasa nyaman sekali saat bersama dia. mungkin aku sekarang udah bisa melupakan semua mantan aku sepenuh'a berkat dia. saku senang sekali saar main jujur atau berani bersama teman-teman ku kita semua jujur tentang siapa yang kita sukai d'kelas. dan aku sama dia sama-sama suka. tapi dia udah punya pacar. dan dia selalu menyebut kalo aku mau cari pacar isla, tunggu dia putus sama pacar'a. :p . aku sangat mengharapkan itu . tapi d'sisi lain aku kasian sama pacar'a itu . karena dia masih kecil . aku jalanin aja semua'a layak'a air yg mengalir. biarkan waktu yang menjawab apakah aku bisa bersama dia atau tidak . tinggal menunggu waktu saja . karena orang-orang  banyak orang yg bilang kita emang bener-bener kaya pacaran kalo lagi bareng-bareng . dan temen-temen'a pun menyuruh dia pacaran sama aku aja. hihi. itu membuat aku senang sekali :p . hihi. jalanin aja yang ada sekarang . sekarang juga udah seneng ko . walaupun dia bukan pacar ku tapi dia memperlakukan ku selayak'a pacar'a dia :p . i love him so much much much .

confused with my feels

kenapa setiap aku jatuh cinta selalu aja orang itu udah punya pacar. aku harus nahan rasa ini lagi , lagi , lagi dan lagi . aku jatuh cinta sama orang yg beragama islam . dia baik , dia soleh , dia tanggung jawab , dia penyayang , dia lembut. tapi sayang'a dia meroko. yang tau perasaan aku ini hanya teman ku . orang'a sendiri g pernah tau perasaan aku kaya gimana. karena aku g mau kalo dia tau perasaan aku yang sebenar'a dia jadi jauh sama aku . karena aku sama dia dekat sekali . kalo teman - teman ku bilang kita seperti orang pacaran . kita sering saling cium pipi kalo pulang sekolah ato pulang main bareng saat pacar'a g ada. malah dia pernah 2 x g sengaja cium bibir. aku . aku senang sekali . itu cuma nempel aja. tapi cuma kaya gt aja aku udah seneng . aku bingung sama apa ayang aku rasaian . apa aku cuma pelarian dari rasa aku k'alx. karena dia udah punya pacar dan itu pun karena kesalahan aku pula. aku g sanggung liat alx sama cewe'a dan d'sini ada yang memanjakan aku , ada yang menyanyangi aku , dia dekat sekali dengan ku . dan perasaan aku pad aalx pun lama - lama hilang . tapi sejujur'a aku g mau rasa ku sama alx itu hilang . aku ingin alx tetep ada d'hati aku . tapi entah kenapa alx tiba" hilang dari hati ku ini . dan mucul orang baru yang 1 agama sama aku . dan dia juga baik . y tuhan . kasih aku jodoh yang terbaik menurutmu . amien .

kaka tiri g tau diri.

gue punya kaka tiri cowo g tau diri banget deh y . lo udah mending boleh tinggal d'rumah y sama daddy gue. eh ! lo malah nyolong barang - barang di rumah . ehmm. g punya malu banget deh y lo . ihh. kalo gue jadi lo pasti gue udah g punya muka lagi buat ketemu sama daddy dah . ini masih aja punya muka. pake cari - cari muka sama mom gue lagi . ahhh ! udah deh lo mah babi aja. enang gue liat muka di rumah juga. udah tinggal di rumah daay gue lo bawa pacar lo tinggal di sini lagi . duhh ! menn tau diri dong lo . bapa gue malu mennn sama tetangga d'komplek . ahh. suka g mikir aja deh lo. bolot dasar. emang g punya otak sih lo . SD aja g lulus :))

i love you. but you've taken.

I really care about him. I'd always be near him. I was very close to him. Sometimes when we're together , people say "from we body language, we like people who are dating" I'm happy they say anything like that. because I really liked him:). when I'm with him I want to be near him. but I had to realize myself as well. since he had a girlfriend :( so sad it was to know the fact that :( when he himself told me more beautiful than his girlfriend. but why was he dating other people.'s not dating me. when your friends ask "if you dont have girlfriend would not you date a lingkan? "And he said " ya would I want ". But he loved as his girlfriend:). And I could just close to him when he needs me:). And I received it:)