finally I now really lost him

the most i expect it's gone , he's got someone to be with him . now I can only regret and accept he has a girlfriend. although I still expect him to always take care and stay with me, I know you don't want to if I know you have a girlfriend, but I always know when you have a girlfriend. I see from your girlfriend fb. even if you never show it. but I know. what do you hide from me, I always knew. I know how you feel. I've known you. I know you inside and out. I can only watch you are still happy. If you're sad I'll come to comfort you when you're happy I'll see it, don't want to bother you feel happy. I will always watch and keep your feelings from a distance. I don't want you hurt.